I don't know why, but I find it very difficult to sit still for an extended period of time! And I say "extended," but really that could mean a whole five (5) minutes for me! *can you say ADD?!* Some times I feel like I have so much energy and enthusiasm, that it. . . . . freaks people out! HA!
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This was brought to my attention last night. My mom's lease is up and I went to help pick out her new car. Apparently when I said
yes to coming with her, I had completely forgot hold LONG it takes to purchase a car. Not only was the sales guy talking to us about the latest and greatest "deal," we also test drove a car - negotiated - signed paperwork - talked to the finance guy - reviewed the car - and THEN drove home. This was, easily, a three (3) hour process!
I found myself
itching to get out of there!! God forbid I enjoy this quality time with my mother - instead I kept thinking to myself, "I have 5 more blogs to write - it's 9pm - and I have to be up in 7 hours!"
On our way home, my mom (innocently) started to talk to me about Yoga, specifically about the meditative and spiritual benefits. The weird thing is - I've been thinking about this and knowing I need to incorporate Yoga into my life some way. Maybe it's also because I thoroughly enjoy reading my girl,
Jen Comas Keck's, blog - she writes all about Yoga and actively practices it daily! *PS - she also is a super bad-ass and lifts massively heavy weights!*
So then, with such inspiration, what is my drawback from Yoga? Why can't I bring myself to walk into that classroom and find my inner peace? Maybe I'm not ready to face it. Maybe I'm too scared of what I might find. Regardless, I just haven't made the commitment.....yet.
THEN (as if The Universe is sending me signs!), this morning I ran into one of my class participants - Andrea! You can find Andrea, most often, walking in and out of the gym with her backpack and her.....Yoga mat! When I saw her at 7:45, I said "Hey! How are you? Did you just take a Yoga class this early?!" She said, in fact, she just finished. Ninety minutes of Yoga at 6:30 in the morning! I told her how I am working on adding it into my routine - she said it would definitely be worth it. She also suggested if I can't make it to class (since a 90 minute class seems like a lifetime to me), I could download a guided meditation Podcast from iTunes, ranging from 20-60 minutes in length! Did I run into Andrea for a reason?! I am thinking.....YES!
I am ready to make the commitment. I am no longer going to be a talk-er of Yoga - I am going to be a do-er. With a Podcast or in the classroom, I am looking forward to this new venture on my mat. And maybe, just maybe, I will find a way to sit still and be at peace for longer than five (5) minutes.....
Until next time. . . . . see you at the gym! :-)